i went to therapy today for everything that has been happening and i feel so much better but so so so so so so tired. and not in a way that sleep can fix but in a soul-heavy kind of way. i don’t know. it felt confessional. it’s hard for me to articulate how i feel here. it’s hard for me to articulate how i feel to my therapist even. i feel like i’m always leaving something out or not properly explaining how i feel. maybe i should just go to sleep.